It's all over .... :(

wow...
Hard to believe this, but I am no longer at the Honor Academy due to medical leave a couple weeks ago, where I got flown home for what I thought was going to be a 3 day visit which turned into a report that I cannot go back.
What are my thoughts? What are my feelings?
Bittersweet.
It does not seem real that I won't be going back... after all, almost EVERYTHING is still down there because I did not know this visit was permanent.
I am home in Minnesota.... I have no regrets, but I miss so very much the friendships that got built down there...
I grew so much... I feel way more knowledgeable of God's Word, and I have an intense passion to witness to people and get more saved for God's Kingdom. I am more hungry for God, my relationship with Him is more real than it has ever been, and I know I am not going to let the devil discourage me.
The way my brother jake put it to me, and the way I see it now is that I can claim double for my trouble! AMEN, that's right. The devil attacked me in an area that I am very passionate about, and I am not going to let him win. I am healed in the name of Jesus, and God is going to continue His work in me despite where I am at.
Sometimes I reflect back about my last 5 months and am amazed at how much God worked and just think to myself how grateful I am that I had this oppotunity in my life to be stretched even more and just grow in God's presence unhindered.

I do not take it lightly everything that i had been blessed with, and instead am going to bring the passion for the Lord with me to Minnesota! :)

I'm out....
whether to continue this blog, I am not sure yet...